I can’t stop laughing.. Silly. Seriously, you SHOULD watch it. ;))

Picture courtesy from jairegurude

I read these words (which I am going to write here later) from somewhere which I couldn’t remember from whom and where exactly, and I’d like to use it just to calm myself down a little bit.

Yes, I AM HOLLY NERVOUS! But what else I can do though. There’s no way to escape. Although I’ve been facing it at the end of every semester, still I couldn’t let myself to get used to it. It is something that I will never ever get immune to…

22nd June & 24th June. Scary…

“You should believe in yourself you can do it real well. Just focus on the ‘tasks’ given to you and keep your focus to it real well too. Focus on the priorities and pray so that everything will get into place. Limitation lives only in your mind.”

I HATE FINALS. Enough said.

P.s: I want an A for both courses!

P.s.s: Doakan, please… I just need extra confidents to face it. Tq. :)

P.s.s.s: I am playful. But it was then. Now, I am not. I swear.

A friend wrote in his Flickr, the beauty of photography is you can take something ordinary (even ugly) that you never ever noticed before and turn it into something interesting.

And one more thing, an image changes the way you look at things too… :)

Will you catch it for me?

Couple of weeks ago, I had a very wonderful tea session with a friend and we were discussing about on how to engage ourselves into the process of starting up a relationship. My friend has never get involved in a relationship so she was wondering and asked me about it. Seriously I couldn’t answer her. Because… I forgot.

LOVE - It is something that will just happen. Most people fall in and out of love many times in their lives. One has no control over it. BUT, do not expect or demanding another party to have that feeling for you as well if she/he is not that into you. All you need to do is just to deal with it. Chill yo. Allah promised that we were created in pairs. So why worry?

If he/she isn’t for you, he/she will never be yours no matter how hard you try or fight to get him/her. It is written… It is just a matter of time. Quoted from a friend, “Setiap yang diatur oleh Allah tu memang dah molek dan cantik, cuma segalanya soal masa sahaja. Cepat atau lambat… Sekarang atau suatu masa nanti.” And I really believe in that too.

And one thing that I am very sure with is that, things that you’re doing will definitely lead you to him or her. It’s a journey that leads you to your destiny… Insha Allah.

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Another story…

Last Wednesday, I was surprised to see 3 cute little cupcakes were neatly placed on my study table. Thanks Shud for the treat. You really lighten up my day… :)

Feel free to visit Cawan Cake blogsite. :)

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Wait, I haven’t finished yet.

Tu la masalahnya if rarely update. Hehe… Sorry.

Anyway, just want to tell you that one of my biggest dreams has came true. Hoho. If you want to know what it is all about, feel free to click here.

;)

“If there’s one element that can radically improve your photographs, one feature that can lift your picture from snapshot to art, it’s a sense of composition. Today’s cameras and image processing software provide impressive control over exposure and color balance, but your photos will never succeed if the contents don’t gel together…” – Digital Camera Magazine

Not really in the mood of blogging. But since I am afraid, I may end up keeping this thing(s) overdue and lose its interestingness, so I decided to at least write a short update about what have been happening to me. Not really writing, but more on showing you what I’ve got from my last weekend activity, perhaps. Hehe…

KTM Administrative Building has a lot of cool panoramas or perspectives to offer you especially if you want to master the skills of composition in photography. Yes, I went to that place again! Although I have been to that place twice but still I got different compositions and outcomes from it which are totally different from what I got from my first visit to that place. And it makes me realize about one thing – sometimes you need to be a little bit creative so that you will be able to see things differently and able to get unlimited snapshots from things or places that you want to shoot.

Thanks to Syam Aeropama for his kindest heart to bring me out for a short photo shoot outing last Sunday. I owe you a lot brother! Once again, thank you… ;)

History is a tyranny over the souls of the dead - and so the imagination of the living. - William Carlos Williams

Do you have any idea where is this place? Hehe… ;)

10th Grade: As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “bestfriend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that and I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and I handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don’t wanna be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why…

11th Grade: The phone rang. On the other end it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, & 3 bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “Thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don’t wanna be just  friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Senior Year: The day before prom she walked to my locker. “My date is sick” she said and he’s not gonna come. Well I don’t have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just  as “bestfriends”. So we did. After everythinq was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her, she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn’t think of me like that and i know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Graduation Day: A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didnt notice me like that, and i knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “You’re my best friend, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don’t wanna be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later: Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her saying “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn’t see me like that and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “You came!”. She said “Thanks!” and kissed me on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don’t wanna be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral: Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read… “I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I wanna tell him, I want him to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me…”

“I wish I did too…” I thought to myself, and I cried.

P.s: This is a forwarded email sent by Shud. She sent me this email last January and I just finished reading it 5minutes ago. Heheh.. :)

Love… feel love!

Every question
Every answer too
Ever constant
Ever changing you
It’s all memory in the sun
Or it’s all in the darkness

Maybe it’s all around to see
If we try
And maybe it’s been inside of me
All this time
Love love love
Love love love!
Love love love!

Love love love
Love love love!
Love love love!

Crazy with it
Crazier without
Never certain
Never full of doubt
Now you feel it
Now you don’t
Do you know what you’re feeling

Where did it come from and where
Does it go
If it were right in front of me
Would i know
Love love love
Love love love!
Love love love!

Love love love
Love love love!
Love love love!

This is the moment that I’ve been waiting for. The great last episode of Gossip Girl season 2! Making a confession isn’t that hard after all, Chuck Bass… ;)

You can watch the video here.

You know you love me, XOXO. :P

P.s: You MUST listen to the song! ;)

Too much on photography lately, and honestly even me, myself feel kinda boring with my own blog. Hehe. But of course I am not going to shut it down. Because I love NonoWrites.COM so damn much okay! ;)

For the sake of writing something ‘meaningful’…Yeah, well at least something with ‘content’, I would like to answer questionnaires that I got from someone’s blog… So let’s start shall we…? ;)

1. 5 Characteristics of my dream guy:
1.    Religious but in a descent way… I don’t want to be with someone who is extremely extreme! Cus it might scares me off. Pardon me with my statement but I really mean it though.
2.    Someone who has same interest like me for instance, traveling, photography or beach bumming. So that we can spend our time together to do things that we like.
3.    Ambitious, and always plan for the future and work really hard for it in order to get a better life.
4.    Caring and loving.
5.    Matured and very supportive.

2. 5 Characteristics that I have never like in a guy:
1.    Clingy.
2.    Liar.
3.    Busy body.
4.    Overly self-centered.
5.    Stalker.

3. 5 feelings that I have when I am out with the one I admire:
1.    Happy, happy, happy, happy, and happy! ;P
2.    Bliss & bless.
3.    Comfortable.
4.    Content.
5.    Safe. :)

4. 5 places that I want to travel with the loved one:
1.    Makkah (for umrah and hajj)
2.    Bali
3.    Maldives
4.    Dubai
5.    New Zealand

5. 5 special things that I would give to the loved one:
1.    My love, for sure.
2.    My life cus I wanna spend the rest of my life with my loved one.
3.    Laughter cus I wanna listen to his happy laugh, everyday!
4.    Happiness. I wanna make him happy forever…
5.    Delicious food. I’ll cook and bake for him! I promise okay… Haha… ;)

Although the questions look easy but it took me quite some times to think for the answer. There were answers that I don’t really sure about it especially question number 4 (except for answer number 1). About going to Bali, Maldives, Dubai and New Zealand, I just typed whatever countries that I have in my mind when the truth is I want to travel to anywhere as long as I am with my loved one. And the rest are true. :)

These questionnaires are just for fun and I am dedicating this to those who are still single and haven’t found the one yet. Let’s share with me about your dream guy/girl, would you? I would love to know about it! ;)

And, I would like to congratulate to those who has found the one. May happiness be yours, always. Urm, just curious… Does he/she really fulfill the criteria of a guy/girl of your dream? Tell me honestly! Hohoho…  :) I am so curious…

Lalalala… :D

Hello people… ;)

Just wanna share and show to you 3 of my artworks from my portraiture photoshoot session that I had with Girl (as the model) and Hafiz Shah last Tuesday… You can click to the picture to enlarge…

I am using Girl’s D80 to capture her pictures and seriously I am in love with it… :P

Well, actually I am not a DSLR literate. I have little knowledge about DLSR and never really use it. What I mean is that, yes, I used to try to shoot using a DLSR but I never really fully use it. LOL. Okay I don’t think the explanation really help here. But what I can say is that, I am a self-taught. I learned about it from friends and also from the books and internet. I never had any official session to learn about it though…

P.s: My domain will be expired in 4 days and I haven’t renew it. LOL… But I will renew it later… Hehe.

P.s.s: I have update my nonoCAPTURES. Go and check it out.. :P